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Sangha by Buz

  • Nov. 10th, 2009 at 9:43 PM





Sangha
he fills my cup with emptiness
so i could taste the nothingness
of distorted delight
and beautiful blight
sweating in sonoran sun
i'm intimate with oxygen
buddha lips ejaculate
words i wish to emulate
greed consumes the silence
a mockery of balance
the song bird rhymes
with bamboo chimes
unmasked faces
dance in their places
desiring the will
to sit perfectly still
like the buddha
you the buddha
you the buddha
i'm the buddha




NYC Cabbie kicks out gay couple for hugging


The New York Post reported today that a New York City taxi driver kicked a gay couple out of his vehicle after he saw them hugging in the backseat.

Paul Bruno, 27, and his partner were sitting close to one another after hailing a taxi at 13th Street and First Avenue on Monday night.

 

Bruno told the Post that the taxi driver, Medhat Monhamed, pulled the car over after driving only two blocks and said, “You guys have to get out of the taxi! Hugging is not allowed in here!”

The couple immediately filed a complaint against the driver with the Taxi and Limousine Commision (TLC) by dialing 311.

Bruno said, “I don’t know if it was a personal or religious thing. But it’s never OK to deny anyone a ride, especially when it’s such blatant and direct discrimination.”

A spokesman for TLC said they would investigate and take this allegation seriously, resulting in a $200 to $500 fine for Mohamed if it is his first offense.

Both men want a formal apology from the driver.

Bruno said, “He’s in the wrong place and in the wrong line of work if he doesn’t have an open and tolerant attitude,” adding, “I’ve seen a lot more go on in taxis than hugging.”

http://www.365gay.com/

Gardening This Fall

  • Oct. 25th, 2009 at 4:18 PM

These are pictures of the new plants I put in this weekend along with laying down some more grass seed.


       


These are pictures of my fall inner-city garden. I put it inside a dog kennel to keep the dogs out. In about 45 days I hope to have everything to make a mighty fine salad.

 


This is my entire back yard. There was nothing here when we moved in a little less than eight years ago. I feel pretty good about it. The backyard it getting close to what I was hoping for. I have three garden ponds. I did have five but my backyard was starting to look like a fish hatchery.


                   

Save Me San Francisco

  • Oct. 25th, 2009 at 2:37 PM

Free found this video. It is a concert in Golden Gate Park in San Francisco. The sound could be better but I love the lyrics.



I used to love the tenderloin
until I made some tender coin
and then I met some ladies from Marin
We Took the Highway to the one,
up the coast to catch some sun
that left me with these blisters on my skin
don’t know what I was on,
but I think it grows in Oregon,
so I kept on goin going on right through
I drove into Seattle Rain
fell in love then missed the train
that could have took me right back home to you

CHORUS:
I've been high, I've been low, I've been yes and I've been oh hell no!
I've been rock ‘n roll and disco,
won’t you save me san francisco?

Every day so caffienated
I wish they were Golden Gated
Fillmore couldn’t feel more miles away
So wrap me up return to sender
lets forget this five year bender
Take me to my city by the bay!

I never knew all that i had,
now Alcatraz don’t sound so bad
at least they have a hella fine below (?)
If I could wish upon a star
I would hitch a cable car
to the place that I can always call my own!

I've been high I've been low,
I've been yes and I've been oh, hell no!
I been rock ‘n roll and disco,
won’t you save me San Francisco?
I've been up, I've been down,
I've been so damn lost since you’re not around,
I been reggae and calypso
won’t you save me San Francisco?

To tell you the truth
I miss everything, everything
It’s a wild, wild beautiful world
but there’s a wide eyed girl back there
and she means everything, everything,

I've been stop
I've been go
I've been yes and I've been oh, hell no!
I've been rock and roll and disco,
won’t you save me San Francisco?
I've been up,I've been down,
I've been so damn lost
since you’re not around,
I've been reggae and calypso,
won’t you save me San Francisco?




 

My four legged furry friend ISIS

  • Oct. 24th, 2009 at 10:14 PM



Little hard of hearing but so am I.


 

                                       

Pennsylvania pictures

  • Oct. 21st, 2009 at 5:04 PM

                               

Those were the days my friend

  • Oct. 21st, 2009 at 4:47 PM

we thought they'd never end, and they haven't. Bob Dylan on Saturday night and U2 last night. Great concerts! Bob Dylan hasn't changed his act much over the last few years but still changes how he will do one of his songs. I was moved the most by his version of All Along the Watchtower.  I do not have the words to discribe the U2 concert. It was the best concert I have ever been too. A day later I am still in awe. Simply overwhelming!

Pennsylvania Vacation

  • Oct. 19th, 2009 at 6:25 PM

WE just returned from a week in Pennsylvania. We we were at there was no television, a fading in and out radio station, and limited cell phone service. When we got home I decided to start digging my winter garden. After about the 3rd shovel of dirt I cut right through the Cox cable and lost our TV service and phone service. I am wondering if it had anything to do with my complaining about having nothing in Pa.  Lots of beautiful fall pictures are coming soon. We left for the airport 5 hours early because they were expecting 12 inches of snow.

To LIve Outside the Law You must Be Honest

  • Oct. 16th, 2009 at 10:23 PM

Anyone that has taken time to learn about Barry Graham, alias Dogo knows he is a fraud. His teachings are blantantly plagiarized from other authors. He struggles to keep reality separate from make believe and his ego will not let him accept what he really is, a con artist as far as I am concerned. He trys to make himself credible by attaching himself to a little old lady that lives up the road that has everything he wants others to believe he has. It greives me to see him still smooth talking his way into other people's lives, contolling them as if they were his pet  only to be trained by him.He does not accept negative comments to his posts on his own blog so I will share what I think of his latest rant here. His latest swill of words he carefully uses are about protecting one's self from the police. We must not forget he is also a self made civil rights leader. Though he talks about what he has done in the past, I have yet to see him do anything in the time I have known him that has any meaning besides promoting himself. He is trying to paint our police as some evil enemy. This is not true. I took the opportunity to learn about the police that are here to protect us. I spent quality time with them. They are just as fair minded and concerned as Barry pretends to be. They have families much like many of us do, they care for each other like we care for those in our lives and the majority are fair and decent people. Watching the videos on Barry's site one would think they are all out to get us. This again is not true. Are we a little paranoid Barry? What crime are you guilty of? Sure there are bad cops, just like there are bad and underhanded Buddhist teachers like Barry Graham. One thing Barry is not, is fair. He likes to push buttons but in reality he is of very little substance. Barry, just do something that will make a difference besides talking a well practiced line and coming up with ways to make a dollar or two. "Oh, look at me with my Sitting Frog t-shirt, I am somebody." That is not much of an impact in changing lives.
But I digress, this was suppose to be about Barry bad mouthing the police though he will be the first to tell you he does not have an unkind word for anyone. The police are good people. I have to smile when I think how much Sheriff Joe and Barry are a lot alike.

The Monks Live in Germany - Monk Chant

  • Oct. 3rd, 2009 at 3:53 PM


The Monks - Boys Are Boys

 


The influential and ahead-of-their-time band The Monks play on German TV in 1965

Starting out as just another pick-up rock 'n' roll band to follow the Beatles' lead, the Monks would eventually become one of the '60s' most interesting musical footnotes. The Monks' story proves that Andy Warhol's Velvet Underground and the American garage psychedelia of such bands as the Count Five and the Seeds were hardly the isolated fads they may have seemed. American GIs stationed in Germany at the height of the Vietnam War, the Monks unleashed a brooding combination of guitar feedback and existential rants; such songs as ``Complication,'' ``Shut Up'' and ``I Hate You'' captured the darker tensions of their era. Ultimately, Black Monk Time is unlikely to secure the Monks the wider recognition they do in fact deserve. 

http://www.the-monks.com/

 

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My report card. It is official now! 3.78

  • Sep. 29th, 2009 at 5:05 PM


Completed Courses

CourseCRStartEndInstructorGrade
GEN/105 SKILLS FOR LEARNING IN AN INFO AGE (AXIA)

 
3.0009/24/200711/25/2007KIMBERLY DOERFLEINB
COM/140 CONTEMPORARY BUSINESS COMMUNICATION (AXIA)
 
3.0009/24/200711/25/2007KATA ALVIDREZA-
COM/150 EFFECTIVE ESSAY WRITING (AXIA)
 
3.0011/26/200702/10/2008RAS ACOLATSEB
CRT/205 CRITICAL THINKING (AXIA)
 
 
3.0011/26/200702/10/2008ESSIEN UKOIDEMABIAA
PSY/210 INTRODUCTION TO PSYCHOLOGY: WHY WE DO WHAT WE DO (AXIA)
 
 
3.0002/11/200804/13/2008ELLEN DAYANA-
COM/220 RESEARCH WRITING (AXIA)
 
3.0002/11/200804/13/2008MICHAEL MC INTYREA
ETH/125 CULTURAL DIVERSITY (AXIA)
  
 
3.0004/28/200806/29/2008CHARLES DRURYA
SCI/275 ENVIRONMENTAL SCIENCE (AXIA)
  
 
3.0004/28/200806/29/2008TODD TRAMMELLA
MAT/115 BASIC MATHEMATICS (AXIA)
 
 
3.0007/21/200809/21/2008JANELLE HOENLEA-
HUM/130 RELIGIONS OF THE WORLD (AXIA)
  
 
3.0007/21/200809/21/2008TODD JOHNSONA
SCI/241 NUTRITION (AXIA)
 
 
3.0009/22/200811/23/2008HELEN COLEA-
MAT/116 ALGEBRA 1A (AXIA)

 
3.0009/22/200811/23/2008SHARON GILESA-
BEH/225 INTRODUCTION TO BEHAVIORAL SCIENCE (AXIA)

 
3.0012/08/200802/22/2009SANDRA GONZALEZB+
PSY/265 PSYCHOLOGY OF HUMAN SEXUALITY (AXIA)
 
 
3.0012/08/200802/22/2009KELLI MC LAUGHLINA
HUM/205 WORLD CULTURE AND THE ARTS (AXIA)
 
 
3.0002/23/200904/26/2009ELEISA JORDANA
PSY/220 POSITIVE PSYCHOLOGY: WHAT'S RIGHT WITH ME (AXIA)

 
3.0002/23/200904/26/2009TAURES JACKSONA
PSY/230 THEORIES OF PERSONALITY: I THINK, THEREFORE WHO AM I? (AXIA)
 
 
3.0005/11/200907/12/2009RAYMOND KENYONA
SOC/120 SOCIOLOGY (AXIA)
  
 
3.0005/18/200907/19/2009ONESPHOR KYARAA
PSY/240 THE BRAIN, THE BODY, AND THE MIND: ALL TOGETHER NOW (AXIA)
  
 
3.0007/20/200909/20/2009PAMELA STOELZELA
PSY/270 ABNORMAL PSYCHOLOGY: ABUSE, ADDICTION, & DISORDERS (AXIA)
 
 
3.0007/27/200909/27/2009SANJAY PAULA

 

Who remembers when

  • Sep. 23rd, 2009 at 7:04 PM

this street corner had a special meaning in San Francisco. The times have changed!
 


 

been out for a while

  • Sep. 23rd, 2009 at 6:59 PM


When I began working on my degree in psychology I was not really motivated to use my degree professionally. My intentions were to understand me and the world around me a little bit better. My PSY 270 class brings to an end the goal I set out for about two years ago. I am learning to use psychology in understanding people better in my career and my personal life in spite of what my intentions were, first impressions have become less important. On any given day a normal person can exhibit abnormal behavior, or completely opposite of that, someone with abnormal behaviors has a day where everything is ok.
I have new concerns, mostly about just how fragile yet at the same time remarkable the mind can be. I may have even gained some gratitude in everything I have learned. Everyday can be a psychology day just by watching those around you, as long as I do not start diagnosing them.
I do believe I am a better employee from what I have learned in my psychology classes, maybe more understanding too. Understanding of myself and others. I am not getting the anxiety medication filled as often.
I am going to continue on with my bachelors degree. I am anticipating it to get a lot harder and even more interesting. I am old enough to know a career in psychology may not last long but that does not make me desire it any less. Maybe I have selfish reasons to continue on, maybe just to prove I can do it. I have concluded up to this point it has all been worth it.


You Buddha, You Buddha, You Buddha!

  • Aug. 22nd, 2009 at 7:27 AM


Last night I chanced upon an excellent article by Ven. Kobutsu Malone,Osho, on The Buddhist Channel website www.buddhistchannel.tv/index.php

As I enjoyed an unusually rainy Arizona night reading Kobutsu's essay on engaged buddhism, I was reminded of the an encounter we had on the last day of our visit to San Francisco. 

Buz, his cousin and I spent a Monday morning wandering around Chinatown.  We were looking for the Norras Buddhist Temple, the oldest buddhist temple in San Francisco dating back more than 50 years.  After entering a small inconspicuous entryway, we climbed four flights of stairs to find a room filled with buddhist treasure. 

Aside from the beautiful shrine and altars, every inch of space in the temple seemed to be adorned with an ecclectic assortment of buddhist images and offerings. After a short presentation, we were encouraged to take photos.  Our guide invited us to stay as long as we wanted and help ourselves to free literature and books. 

Throughout our visit there was a man near the doorway sitting cross legged in a folding chair.  With careful attention to detail, he was cleaning a statue of the Buddha.  As we were leaving, we stopped to ask him a question about the food offerings placed about the altars.  To our pleasant surprise he started into a spontaneous teaching regarding buddha nature.  In the middle of our discussion the man enthusiastically jumped up from his chair and pointed to each one of us exclaiming, "You Buddha, you Buddha, you Buddha. Everyone, everything Buddha." 

It doesn't get much simpler than that.

As described by Shodo Harada Roshi in The Path to Bodhidharma, "To see every single day, every meeting of every person and thing, and everything we do as fresh -- this is the religious and spiritual way of life . . . If we are not careful we begin to think of our zazen and our life in society as two separate things."




Ride Along!

  • Aug. 15th, 2009 at 9:08 PM


For the past few years I have been trying to do things that I thought might be exciting. Some may call it my Bucket List because of the movie. I have done the Richard Petty Driving School twice, jumped out of an airplane, went back to college and completed the goal I set for myself to get my assoicate degree and went to San Francisco, ending up having one of the best vacations ever. I just completed another adventure I wanted to do, that is to do a ride along with the Phoenix Police. I did that Friday and enjoyed it very much. I learned a lot from the officer I was with and made a new friend also. I rode with him for about six hours. The most exciting time was chasing down a white cargo van that matched one the was discribed as being one where shots were fired. We raced through the city streets with probably six other cop cars and caught him. He ended up not being the suspect but the police did find an unsecured gun.
 Of course he told me he could never get me out of a traffic ticket.

I know I am a little slow getting all the pictiures of our San Francisco vacation post. Free and I have concluded this is the best vacation we have ever had. These pictures are from the San Francisco Zen Center http://community.sfzc.org/members/blog_view.asp?id=351073  , City Lights Book Store and Vesuvio's. Vesuvio's is where Allen Ginsberg first read his poem Howl, http://www.poetryfoundation.org/archive/poem.html?id=179381 . There are also pictures of the alley way next to the book store that has interesting qoutes embedded in brick, a mural on the wall of the bar we visited right across the alley way from the book store.

                                                   


The following are pictures from the Harvey Milk Museum and the City Hall Building where he was killed. What use to be his camera shop is now just a regular store. The window with a painting next to it of Harvey Milk is the second floor room his boyfriend hung himself. You may remember that from the movie. The suit and shoes you see are the clothes Harvey Milk was wearing when he was assassinated. They are very hard to look at but reality is what it is.You can see the bullet holes and the blood stained shirt. It was impossible to hold back tears visiting the Harvey Milk Museum and the Pink Triangle Park. At the Pink Triangle Park, Free and I each got to take a pink rock. I carry it in my pocket and when ever I take it out Free has to kiss me. No matter where we are at we have to kiss, this kiss was in a taxi and then in front of City Hall. The Rainbow Flag that flies over the Castro District is huge. Gay people need to build on what those that were first in line at the beginning of the gay civil rights movement did.
 I took over 400 pictures of our vacation and the rest will follow.


                                                                                            

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